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(no subject) [Dec. 14th, 2007|11:32 pm]
[Current Mood |chipperbusy body]
[Current Music |Mae - Brink of Disaster]

SO.. Update, finally. Christmas is coming, I've been spending all my money on it. The girlfriend and I have passed the 9 month point, 3/4 of a year and going strong. I love her, I really do. Kinda hoping to switch out of working two jobs into one that pays more then double. Soon. Theres an opening. So i bought my girl something for Christmas, and i hope she loves it. I think she will but who knows. I haven't updated in 13 weeks. DAMN. Something hit my car while i was driving and damaged the shit out of my passenger door and front passenger side quarter panel. I can't wait for Christmas actually and new years. Thats the first time i can say that in years. Many years.  Hootie and the blowfish are pretty killer. I spend all my time working and hanging out with my lady. Alright I'm done for now. Comments children.
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(no subject) [Sep. 14th, 2007|03:15 pm]
[Current Mood |recumbentrecumbent]
[Current Music |Finger Eleven - Paralyzer]

Sooooooo.  My six month anniversary was september 5th. It went splendid. We went to red lobster and i got her a dozen roses and very shortly I'll be getting her an actual present. So I'm really happy. Pac sun cut hours which is weak sauce so I'm looking at getting another job. I'm looking at Shop Rite or Vitamin World, but there might be a job opening at PSEG finally so i might actually get a 7-3 job monday through friday with some overtime here and there.  Other than that, not really too much is going on in my life. Still haven't gotten my brakes done, still haven't gotten my car inspected. To be honest, I just don't really feel like spending any money on my car besides gas, so I haven't really done much. Theres some kids I'd like to slap still, but it's all still just whatever. I don't know, I wanna go back to school soonnnn.
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2007|10:23 pm]
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]

Dear Matthew Peter Swiatek,
I love you with all of my heart. I love driving to work to bring you food, I love laying in bed with you, I love just looking into your eyes and all the little things. I love the things you say to me. And the way you hold me is the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. I would travel across the world for your kiss.

So what do you say? Would you marry me?
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I can't really explain it, I'm so into you... [Jul. 6th, 2007|09:49 pm]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Fabolous - I'm So Into You]

Well, it's probably due time for me to update this thing. Let's see, I start working at Pac Sun this sunday. Today in the mail I got a 36 page application for Edison Post office. They start off from 14 to 16 dollars. It says it right on the front page, so thats pretty boss. Minus the fact that it's a fucking 36 page application. I went to the beach the other day with my baby doll. It was fun. We got pizza after, all in all a good day. Yesterday was mine and my baby's 4 month anniversary. I didn't actually get to see her on the day, for the second month in a row. It's all good though, I saw her today all day. We saw Evan Almighty, it was a pretty good movie. I'd reccommend seeing it, especially if you enjoy Steve Carrell or if you enjoyed Bruce Almighty. July 4th Lyndsey had to work 5 to 930, so i played volleyball with Joe Carbin, his little brother Kevin, Steve Zdunek, Will Morris, and Steve Holmes. Steve's girlfriend Theresa was there but she hurt her knee so she stayed inside with Bucky and Mommy. Mike Zdunek and his girlfriend Alyce stayed inside too. So i left around 6 to go see Lyndsey and I ended up staying there until she got out at 930. Her lesbian manager was asking about my testicle size.. but that's a whole different story. So after she got out we went and stopped by Joe Carbin's get together for a bit. Then we went back to my house and chilled for a bit. I really love this girl, lemme tell you guys.  I don't know what else.  What I do know though, is that I'm madly deeply in love with this girl and I couldn't be happier. I love you Lyndsey Bianrosa.

Matt + Lyndsey = Perfection.

I'm a movement by myself, but I'm a force when we're together. I'm good all by myself, but baby you, you make me better.
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I love my baby, yup yup I love my boy [Jun. 20th, 2007|11:49 am]
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]

Oookkkaaayy, So this is Matt's girlfriend.... He never updates.

Dear Matthew, I love you, a whole lot and I miss you, even though I saw you yesterday. You're Incredible and amazing and adorable and I really really Love you, so much. I can't wait for the future with you. 15 days until our 4 month and 29 days until my birthday, which means Ill be seeing you a lot more : ) I don't know if you're awake right now and I don't know if Tom called you yet. So I'm going to go call you.

I love you sweetheart and you mean the absolute world to me, I can't imagine my life without you in it and I definitely
don't want to. You're the love of my life and you're my everything.

I love you babyyyy : )

I kiss you and I know It is love from the first Time I set my lips against yours Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
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Baby I'm amazed with you [May. 30th, 2007|11:16 am]
[Current Mood |happyI love her]
[Current Music |Swizz Beatz - It's Me Bitches]

Okay, so. Last night my baby and I got off the phone for a little just around 11. She called me back a little after 1. She had fallen asleep and just woke up and wanted to call me back. Figure, my baby doll was awake for a good 5 minutes before she fell back asleep. To be honest, this is the cutest thing anyone has ever done for me. Simply because it means she woke up, and was just barely awake, and she thought of me. And then she called me to tell me that she loved me. My god, I am so in love with this girl. She drives me crazy in all the right ways. Alright im off to go shower, just wanted to share that. <3

Two more years and you'll be done with school, and I'll be making history like I do.
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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2007|10:17 am]
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I wish i knew.
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I Don't say a word, but I feel like I've spoke too soon... [May. 11th, 2007|01:00 am]
[Current Mood |discontentdiscontent]
[Current Music |Secondhand Serenade- Vulnerable]

 I don't really know where to start. I've been dating my girlfriend for over 2 months now and I've been with her for like 4 months. I love her to death, she is my world and I can't even picture myself with anyone else. No one's ever made me happier. But it does seem like I can upset her very easily.. and I don't know how or why. tonight for example i went over to her house for a few hours and everything was kosher and fine all night. When i left, she didnt really want to look at me or talk to me it seemed..  She knew i was going to visit my friend Jennie who just got home from college last night. So i told her i'd text her when i got home from jennies house so i could talk to her on the phone. I get to jennie's house right before 10pm.. hang out with them for about 40 minutes... jennie donnie tian and kristen.. and then my sister calls me. My sister and I have an excellent relationship and we get along better than me and my mom, either of my two brothers, and its the same way for her. She knows i'll always be there for her no matter what. I end up talking to her for over an hour about how she doesn't get along with mom.. and how she wants to stop talking to her.. but mothers day is coming up and she doesn't want to be ruthless because this is my mom's first mothers day where grammy isn't alive anymore.. so we talked for a while, she was upset and needed to talk, specifically to me. When i got off the phone with her because i wanted to leave jennies because i felt like an ass sitting at her house on the phone and not even talking to them.. it was right around midnight.. i had a text message from my girlfriend saying something like i dont think im gonna be able to talk on the phone tonight. so i figured she was upset or something so i texted her back telling her the whole situation with my sister and how i was leaving right then. and she replies "yeah." i asked her if she was upset or anything with me or if she didnt want to talk to me and i didn't get a response. The thing is, she never has a problem talking on the phone, she has her own room line so it's not like she's not allowed to be on the phone or anything.. Now am i wrong to feel bothered, like i screwed up or something? i hate seeing her not happy.. when she's not happy i'm not.  I don't know.. i just feel like less than human.. and it's going to bother me completely until i find out shes okay or something.. 

So i figured since ive known her best friend for a long time, and he decided to stop talking to her when i started dating her, that i'd try and smooth things out with him. He agreed he'd talk to me and we'd figure out where the beef came from and all that.. so i put myself out there and said hey man, and got no response.. So i feel dejected.. and i have no cigarettes.. im hungry and theres no food.. and my mood is terrible and i'm listening to emo indie rock or whatever and im just so blah.  I don't know what to do. 

I don't have to ask, you don't miss me at all. ..
You made it so obvious when you slowly walked away..
And then I prayed in vain.
I would've traded everything even for just a taste.
I'll live with the loneliness.
but I'll never forget I was never your best bet.
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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2007|03:57 am]
Yeahhh..  i hate people who try and cause drama.. Just hope i don't see you.. Talking all big outta state.. you wait.
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Somewhere over the Rainbow... [Nov. 9th, 2005|03:59 am]
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[Current Music |Melee - The War (Piano Version)]

Well, it took me forever since i'm a damn slacker, but i actually responded to that thing i posted a while back, just so you know Lisa and Maria =). I partied with my oldest brother for the first time ever, he's 29.. so basically, heres the outline for you guys. Grey Goose, Makos night club, Sluts, good ass music, and being there with 2 friends and my brother is fucking clutch. I'm not coming back for Thanksgiving, steve's family is flying down and we are all having a zdunek family thanksgiving. I might be up for a few days after it tho, if everything turns out kosher, I'll be selling my car on autotrader and then flying up to jersey to buy a 300zx in immaculate condition, so i can move up from smoking mustangs, civics, and camaros to dusting audi's, bmws and benz's... because that's what i do. But yeah, then I'd drive back to florida by myself in the 300zx, if everything goes as planned. December 23rd i'm driving up to jersey. So you better be around and ready to party. Mike Wordell is a fucking fruit loop.
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